I don’t know about you, but I always feel like I have so much I need to get done, and I never get to it all. When will I find time (or the focus and inspiration) to write more books? What should I write about? What about the new software I’ve invested in? There’s quite a lot of it–and I haven’t had time to learn how to properly use it…
I’m not saying this to complain, just to be honest about the struggles I face, that I suspect other people face too.
Do you face difficulties too in juggling your to-do list? What are your priorities? Do you feel like you’re making progress and really getting somewhere, or do you feel, like I do sometimes, that you’ve found the hamster-wheel of life and can’t get off?
Some days, I find that hamster wheel a real challenge!
- I’m driving two hours 5 days/week to deliver a child to school and return home again
- There are 3 meals daily that must be prepared or bought, or eaten somewhere/somehow, and produce in the fridge (and oh no, leftovers!) that must be used up or it will all spoil
- There’s laundry to wash, cleaning to be done, vacuuming, dusting, mopping–
- And then, because I’m in business for myself, there are all those business tasks; commissions to deliver on; new designs to create and post, and promote; books to write, promote, and publish (which I’m not getting to right now); blog posts to write and post, and promote…
- Time for God? Oh…that’s a challenge. I make it, but am I really devoting my full attention to Him when I do?
That promoting thing–I try and try to do a good job with this, but I often feel like such a failure at it. Is what I’m doing really working? What should I do differently? How can I improve my marketing so that the books and artwork that I create really sell? I have so many questions about this, and I search and search for answers. Sometimes I even find answers, but–I don’t alway really understand them! It’s difficult trying to implement concepts I don’t understand. Do you feel like that too?
There are days that it seems I run out of hours while frantically trying to get it all done, and other days where the hours crawl because I’ve misplaced my “muse” and can’t seem to pull it together.
My daughter says that she knows when I’m not getting the artwork and writing done. She says she’s noticed that if I don’t have time to be creative, I become crabby! LOL (she’s probably right about this)
I know I don’t have all the answers, but I figure there will always be more things to tackle in a day than I can reasonably expect to get to. Instead of trying to face it all at once and become totally overwhelmed, I’ve given myself an assignment: no matter what else happens, or the chaos or real life “plot twists” that get thrown into my day, every day, I have to learn something new. It doesn’t matter how big or how small it is, as long as it’s something I didn’t know before that helps me to make a little bit more sense of what I’m trying to do.
It may be a new technique for creating artwork on the computer. It may be something I didn’t know before about marketing, or something I learn about my daughter, or effectively raising teens in a mixed-up world, or–a new insight into my walk with God. It could even be a new song I’ve never heard before or a confidence a friend shares that gives me insight into our relationship and makes it richer than it was–
Whatever it is, I’m committed to learning it. What about you?